to run away, from me.

i like the silence.

do you?

imagine a world thats totally silent, empty.

nothingness.

i find that rather inviting.

cause thats where you can create

everything

from scratch. control

is the word.

whenever i sleep

i feel happy.

i want to sleep for a long

long time.

i dont ever

want to wake up.

A harmless joke? A harmless lie?

Those devils laughing, laughing. I've learnt to ignore them but to what extent can I hide?

I hide behind my smile, a seemingly impregnable shining armour.

All of you. Stop it. Stop it!

Is it a fault of mine?

Is there something wrong with me?

Let me alone.

Get away all of you.

Whatever.

slowly, it creeps up into me.

that, that irritation.

a smile, a smile.

ill let it stay.

for a while.

with held, repressed.

a lesson learnt.

a lesson i will apply.

went for my weekly pilgrimage out of the house today. :D

great to see sarah tan and pearlyn again. we havent met up for the past month because of common tests.

ah wells, ive got to go back to PW now.

good bye.

Midyears are finally over!

Excellent, time to catch up on the stuff that I need to catch up on and time to get serious.

im sorry, im really really sorry.

i didnt mean it.

im sorry i hurt you.

i really dont know what ive become.

i really really dont know.

i want to erase all the mistakes.

and start anew.

a clean slate, slowly spotted with dirt and paint.

thats my life,

and yours too.

Differences are beneficial. Do you agree?

I never agreed that differences were beneficial. Differences aren't beneficial. Why do people fight? Why is there discrimination? Why is there prejudice? Why is there war? All of these boil down to one answer - differences. People dislike one another because they are different, because they cannot accept how the other person is. They cannot accept their differences. Why are there religious fights in the Middle East? Why have there been wars with terrorists? Why are we even told to look past our differences?

I believe that no differences = peace. Yes, no differences would mean no more colour, life would be monotone. But really, if everyone's the same, will there be disagreements? No, because everyone would have the same opinion. No disagreements would mean that therell be no war. You won't see people on the streets dissing one another. You wont see friends cheating friends, you wont see brother hating brother.

Without differences, people are more open to one another. As the idiom goes "Birds of a feather flock together". People only start to be friendly to another person because they can identify with the person. It's similarity that brings people together, not differences. Differences break ties, similarities build them. Why did the Cold War break out? Because US and the USSR couldn't reconcile their differences. It was because of differences in perception that led to misunderstanding -> mistrust -> hostile actions.

Differences will only be beneficial if people learn to accept and appreciate them. If people learn to be tolerant, if people learn to love.

Differences lead to war. Differences break ties. Differences are not beneficial. They kill.